Tuesday, January 06, 2009
MACAM PAHAM
So now I duno, whether to relax a while after "ORD" or before ORD, find another job..
Hmmmmmm...
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
5:17 AM :D
Monday, January 05, 2009
Another fall.
Months of seeking to the right path, finally, God showed many many answers. Yes, its not the first time, but many times eversince the long term relationship. All he said since last time was "Eh camne u tahu eh..boleh baca eh u.." Many times.
Kau ingat aku bomoh nak baca baca.
Well, maybe u people might know who am I talking about. How much I sacrifice myself and my emotions, and being patient with this person. He hurt me mentally, emotionally, and well...physically too.
Like what he said he is changing, and all a changed person..after our 5 years of relationship. And ya, all he want is to rebuild all the relationship back, to get it rekindled. Its not easy, but effort and communication is all we need.
Tell me how to make an effort when i received a call from him "Bole tolong ajar i nak pakai email? bole tolong a little bit about my resume? bole tolong camne nak applykan sekolah? boleh tolong bla bla bla bla." Its like, "FAZLYN, TOLONG." Ya he called me Fazlyn.
After he got the help from me, hilang. Then mintak tolong. Hilang.
Nampaksah tak ikhlas nak rebuild balik tu relationship kan?
Apa ingat aku ni bodoh.
"Handphone I rosak, nanti nak jumpa takleh call u tau."
Few days later I asked him, "Handphone u tak rosak kan? cuma u tak bayar bill kan?"
He said: "Hehe. Ak ah, lum bayar bill."
Kerana selalu tipu aku, i got my answers right without checking here and there. It just flash to my mind.
After that friendster thingy I have found, I dun tink he is really sincere, coz he is even denying..!
Muhammad Imran = Champion in Denying.
No point of saying all these. Coz he's somebody else with somebody else. U get wat I mean?
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
1:10 PM :D
Since It is monday blues, 4 people are down again.
Hurhurhur.
Well, duno wats the reason, maybe they are on leave or MC.
But at this point of time, i wished miracle would happen to MOE to resolve all problems that users are facing. Wished that they would make things simpler for users.
Haiz.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
5:05 AM :D
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Abg n Adik goes to school. First day yesterday.
I watched their video when they are dismissed from class.
Salam cheacher, then said "ESOK DATANG LAGIIII"
WAAAAAKAKAKAKAKAKA.
Abang in orange, Adik in blue
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
5:21 AM :D
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
5:21 AM :D
Friday, January 02, 2009
I would want to see myself 2 years from now.
2 years ago I was having my last 2 months of school.
2 years from now i will be having my last few wat?
GRRRR.
Its scary.
And its 1 and a half more years b4 my bro become a husband!
OMG. He will be a husband at the age of 25?
Seeeeeesh.
I wanna run away from his wedding plans. If only I become a TAI TAI, I will be greatful, beautiful, not bloody fool to be involved in his wedding. Aku la salah satu harapan..
*looking around for godmothers who wishes to have me to be her daughter* 
"Mak, masak apa nari? Nak suap..!" WAAAAKAKAKAKAKA.
Ok, nampak sah gila?
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
4:35 PM :D
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Apa punya nasib ini hari.
Hehehe.
Takda untong teros.
3 people down, so our cases will be a lot.
Then dapat message ada olang mau fetch. Ada part time ni, nak fetch hantar pi part time. Tadak untung seh aku pakai skirt! Nasib baik pakai seluar tights pendek pat dalam. Kalau tak, seluar rider tu jugak aku pakai. LOL.
Dah tu takpe.
Pat part time, kena menonggeng melutut menyangkung nak buat kerja carik assignments.
Da tak gLam teros.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
2:58 PM :D
Monday, December 29, 2008
http://www.darulnuman.com/mhikmah/bulan.html
* Bercita-cita tinggi dan orangnya serius, suka mendidik dan dididik.
* Sangat mudah melihat kelemahan orang dan suka mengkritik.
* Rajin dan setiap yang dibuat nampak keuntungan.
* Suka pada kecantikan, kekemasan dan teratur.
* Bersifat sensitif dan berfikiran mendalam.
* Pandai mengambil hati orang lain.
* Pendiam kecuali telah dirangsang.
* Agak pemalu dan mempunyai daya tumpuan yang sangat tinggi.
* Mudah mendisiplinkan diri sendiri.
* Badannya sihat tetapi mudah diserang selsema.
* Bersikap romantik tetapi tidak pandai memperlihatkannya.
* Cukup sayang pada kanak-kanak.
* Suka duduk di rumah.
* Setia pada segala-galanya.
* Perlu belajar kemahiran bersosial.
* Sifat cemburu yang sangat tinggi
* Berfikiran abstrak.
* Sukakan benda yang realiti dan abstrak.
* Bijak dan pintar
* Berpewatakan yang mudah berubah.
* Mudah menawan orang lain.
* Agak pendiam.
* Pemalu dan rendah diri.
* Jujur dan setia pada segalanya.
* Keras hati untuk mencapai matlamat.
* Tidak suka dikongkong.
* Mudah memberontak apabila dikongkong.
* Suka kegiatan yang lasak.
* Emosinya mudah terluka dan sangat sensitif.
* Mudah mempamerkan marahnya.
* Tidak suka benda yang remeh-temeh.
* Suka berkawan tapi kurang mempamerkannya.
* Sangat berani dan suka memberontak.
* Bercita-cita tinggi, suka berangan-angan dan ada harapan untuk merealisasikan impiannya.
* Pemerhatian yang tajam.
* Suka hiburan dan sukan.
* Suka benda yang bersifat seni.
* Sangat romantik pada dalaman tetapi tidak pada luaran.
* Berkecenderungan pada benda yang tahyul.
* Amat mudah dan boleh menjadi terlalu boros.
* Belajar untuk mempamerkan emosi
* Berpesonaliti menarik dan menawan.
* Mudah didampingi.
* Sangat pemalu dan pemendam rasa.
* Sangat baik secara semulajadi, jujur pemurah dan mudah simpati.
* Sangat sensitif pada perkataan yang dituturkan dan alam persekitaran.
* Suka pada kedamaian.
* Sangat peka pada orang lain.
* Sesuai dengan kerjaya yang memberi khidmat kepada orang lain.
* Tidak cepat marah dan sangat amanah.
* Tahu membalas dan mengenang budi.
* Pemerhatian dan penilaian yang sangat tajam.
* Kecenderungan untuk berdendam jika tidak dikawal.
* Suka berangan-angan.
* Suka melancong.
* Sangat manja dan suka diberi perhatian yang sangat tinggi.
* Kelam kabut dalam memilih pasangan.
* Suka dengan hiasan rumahtangga.
* Punya bakat seni dalalm bidang muzik.
* Kecenderungan pada benda yang istimewa dan baik.
* Jangan terlalu mengikut selera atau perasaan
* Sangat aktif dan dinamik.
* Cepat bertindak membuat keputusan tetapi cepat menyesal.
* Sangat menarik dan pandai menjaga diri.
* Punya daya mental yang sangat kuat.
* Suka diberi perhatian.
* Sangat diplomatik (pandai memujuk ).
* Berkawan dan pandai menyelesaikan masalah orang.
* Sangat berani dan tiada perasaan takut.
* Suka perkara yang mencabar, pengasih, penyayang, sopan santun dan pemurah.
* Emosi cepat terusik.
* Cuba kawal perasaan.
* Kecenderungan bersifat pendendam.
* Agresif dan kelam kabut dalam membuat keputusan.
* Kuat daya ingatan.
* Gerak hati yang sangat kuat.
* Pandai mendorong diri sendiri dan memotivasikan orang lain.
* Berpenyakit disekitar kepala dan dada.
* Sangat cemburu dan terlalu cemburu
* Keras hati & tegas.
* Kuat semangat & bermotivasi tinggi.
* Pemikiran yang tajam.
* Mudah marah apabila tidak dikawal.
* Pandai menarik hati & perhatian orang lain .
* Perasaan yang amat mendalam.
* Cantik dari segi mental & fizikal.
* Tidak perlu dimotivasikan.
* Tetap pendirian, tetapi mudah dipengaruhi oleh orang lain.
* Mudah dipujuk.
* Bersikap sistematik (otak kiri).
* Suka berangan.
* Kuat daya firasat memahami apa yang terlintas di hati orang lain tanpa diberitahu.
* Bahagian telinga & leher mudah diserang penyakit.
* Daya khayalan yang tinggi.
* Permikiran yang tajam.
* Pandai berdebat.
* Fizikal yang baik.
* Kelemahan sistem pernafasan.
* Suka sastera, seni & muzik serta melancong.
* Tidak berapa suka duduk di rumah.
* Tidak boleh duduk diam.
* Tidak punya ramai anak.
* Rajin dan bersemangat tinggi.
* Agak boros
* Berfikiran jauh & berwawasan.
* Mudah ditawan kerana sikap baik.
* Berperangai lemah lembut.
* Mudah berubah sikap, perangai, idea dan mood.
* Idea yang terlalu banyak di kepala.
* Bersikap sensitif.
* Mempunyai pemikiran yang aktif (sentiasa berfikir).
* Sukar melakukan sesuatu dengan segera.
* Bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh.
* Bersikap terlalu memilih & mahukan yang terbaik.
* Cepat marah & cepat sejuk.
* Suka bercakap & berdebat.
* Suka buat lawak & bergurau.
* Otaknya cerdas berangan-angan.
* Mudah berkawan & pandai berkawan.
* orang yang sangat tertib.
* Pandai mempamerkan sikap.
* Mudah kecil hati.
* Mudah kena selsema.
* Suka berkemas.
* Cepat rasa bosan.
* Sikap terlalu memilih & cerewet.
* Kurang mempamerkan perasaan.
* Lambat untuk sembuh apabila terluka hati.
* Suka pada barang yang berjenama.
* Mudah menjadi eksekutif.
* Kedegilan yang tidak terkawal.
* Sesiapa yang memuji, dianggap musuh. Siapa yang menegur dianggap kawan.
* Sangat suka didamping.
* Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti terutamanya lelaki.
* Agak pendiam kecuali dirangsang.
* Ada harga dan maruah diri.
* Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah apabila disusahkan.
* Mudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurus.
* Sangat menjaga hati orang lain.
* Sangat peramah.
* Emosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinya.
* Berjiwa sentimental.
* Jarang berdendam.
* Mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan.
* Tidak suka benda remeh-temeh.
* Membimbing cara fizikal dan mental.
* Sangat peka, mengambil berat dan mengasihi serta penyayang.
* Layanan yang serupa terhadap semua orang.
* Tinggi daya simpati.
* Pemerhatian yang tajam.
* Suka menilai orang lain melalui pemerhatian.
* Mudah dan rajin belajar.
* Suka muhasabah diri.
* Suka mengenangkan peristiwa atau kawan lama.
* Suka mendiamkan diri.
* Suka duduk di rumah.
* Suka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawan.
* Tidak agresif kecuali terpaksa.
* Lemah dari segi kesihatan perut.
* Mudah gemuk kalau tak kawal diet.
* Minta disayangi.
* Mudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulih.
* Terlalu mengambil berat.
* Rajin dalam membuat kerja
* Suka berlawak.
* Mudah tertawan padanya.
* Sopan santun dan mengambil berat terhadap orang lain.
* Berani dan tidak tahu takut.
* Orangnya agak tegas & bersikap kepimpinan.
* Pandai memujuk orang lain.
* Terlalu pemurah & bersikap ego.
* Nilai harga diri yang sangat tinggi.
* Dahagakan pujian.
* Semangat juang yang luar biasa.
* Cepat marah & mudah mengamuk.
* Mudah marah apabila cakapnya dilawan.
* Sangat cemburu.
* Daya pemerhatian yang tajam & teliti.
* Cepat berfikir.
* Fikiran yang berdikari.
* Suka memimpin & dipimpin.
* Sifat suka berangan.
* Berbakat dalam seni lukis, hiburan & silat.
* Sangat sensitif tapi tidak mudah merajuk.
* Cepat sembuh apabila ditimpa penyakit.
* Belajar untuk bertenang.
* Sikap kelam kabut.
* Romantik, pengasih dan penyayang.
* Suka mencari kawan
* Sangat bersopan santun & bertolak ansur.
* Sangat cermat, teliti & teratur.
* Suka menegur kesilapan orang lain & mengkritik.
* Pendiam tapi pandai bercakap.
* Sikap sangat cool, sangat baik & mudah simpati.
* Sangat perihatin & terperinci, amanah, setia & jujur.
* Kerja yang dilakukan sangat sempurna.
* Sangat sensitif yang tidak diketahui.
* orang yang banyak berfikir.
* Daya pentaakulan yang baik.
* Otak bijak & mudah belajar.
* Suka mencari maklumat.
* Kawal diri dari terlalu mengkritik.
* Pandai mendorong diri sendiri.
* Mudah memahami orang lain kerana banyak menyimpan rahsia.
* Suka sukan, hiburan & melancong.
* Kurang menunjukkan perasaannya.
* Terluka hatinya sangat lama disimpan.
* Terlalu memilih pasangan.
* Sukakan benda yang luas.
* Bersistematik
* Suka berbual.
* Suka orang yang sayang padanya.
* Suka ambil jln tengah.
* Sangat menawan & sopan santun.
* Kecantikan luar & dalam.
* Tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura.
* Mudah rasa simpati, baik dan mementingkan kawan.
* Sentiasa berkawan.
* Hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama.
* Cepat marah.
* Macam pentingkan diri sendiri.
* Tidak menolong orang kecuali diminta.
* Suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri.
* Tidak suka terima pandangan orang lain.
* Emosi yang mudah terusik.
* Suka berangan & pandai bercakap.
* Emosi yang kelam kabut.
* Daya firasat yang sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan).
* Suka melancong, bidang sastera & seni.
* Pengasih, penyayang & lemah lembut.
* Romantik dalam percintaan.
* Mudah terusik hati & cemburu.
* Ambil berat tentang orang lain.
* Suka kegiatan luar.
* orang yang adil.
* Boros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran.
* Mudah patah semangat
* Banyak idea dalam perkara.
* Sukar untuk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya.
* Berfikiran kehadapan.
* Berfikiran unik dan bijak.
* Penuh dengan idea-idea baru yang luarbiasa.
* Pemikiran yang tajam.
* Daya firasat yang sangat halus dan tinggi.
* Sesuai jadi seorang doktor.
* Cermat dan teliti.
* Personaliti yang dinamik.
* Sifat yang berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia.
* Banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra.
* Berani, pemurah setia dan banyak kesabaran.
* Terlalu degil dan keras hati.
* Apabila berkehendak sesuatu, akan diusahakan sehingga berjaya.
* Tak suka marah kecuali digugat.
* Mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain.
* Pandai muhasabah diri.
* Cara berfikir yang lain dari orang lain.
* Otak yang sangat tajam.
* Pandai mendorong diri sendiri.
* Tidak hargai pujian.
* Kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yang sangat tinggi apabila berkehendak sesuatu.
* Cuba sampai berjaya.
* Badan yang sasa.
* Kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam dan romantik.
* Tidak pasti dengan hubungan kasih sayang.
* Suka duduk d irumah.
* Sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi.
* Amanah, jujur, setia dan pandai berahsia.
* Tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi.
* Bercita-cita tinggi.
* Perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah
* Sangat setia dan pemurah.
* Bersifat patriotik.
* Sangat aktif dalam permainan dan pergaulan.
* Sikap kurang sabar dan tergesa-gesa.
* Bercita-cita tinggi.
* Suka menjadi orang yang berpengaruh dalam organisasi.
* Seronok bila didampingi.
* Suka bercampur dengan orang.
* Suka dipuji, diberi perhatian dan dibelai.
* Sangat jujur, amanah dan bertolak ansur.
* Tidak pandai berpura-pura.
* Cepat marah.
* Perangai yang mudah berubah-ubah.
* Tidak ego walaupun harga dirinya sangat tinggi.
* Benci pada kongkongan.
* Suka berlawak.
* Pandai buat lawak dan berfikiran logik
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
11:23 AM :D
Recently, I started to receive her sms again almost everyday, that says:
"Hi Kak Illya."
Nak jawab apa?
Once upon a time, she asked, "Kak Illya da tak kawan dengan ALONG lagi eh?"
(pandai pandai korang guess ah siapa budak ni maksud ALONG tu. hehehe.)
Again, nak jawab apa?
Ah, ni la dia budak nye. So clue nye is, time aku kawan ngan si ALONG dia ni, aku jadi BOOLAT GILA mcm pat pic pat atas. LOL.
Atah, nanti kak illya sedih la.
Mcm mana aku nak cakap aku nak kena move on.
Mcm mana nak cakap, each time she sms nanti ALONG dia tu pat kepala otak aku berjambul.
AKu tak boleh cakap, "ALONG, keluar dari kepala hotak aku bole tak?"
Aku tahu ALONG dia mesti baca ni kan?
Ahhhh...ni mesti Atah rindu Kak Illya kannnn.
LOL.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
9:09 AM :D
Saturday, December 27, 2008
2008 have been such a wonderful year.
Its way much much much better than 2007.
A more relax, calm and cool 2008. I do not have much of anger, sad, nonsensical feelings in me throughout the year. I mean, there were but not as much. Things do happen of course but the feelings were managable and controllable in a sense where I did not throw any frustrations anywhere. Syukur Alhamdulilah.
Since it is coming to the end of the year, I wished it closes nicely, (but work will be hell of course.)
To whom I met throughout 2008, I appreciate everyone of u.
But somehow, kudos to me for putting away a fren named "Takdir Illahi." Erm ok, exact spelling of his name when he showed me his pass is "Takder Illahi." Call him Eddie. Tink I've done a good job for smacking him away. Rite? I can't probably be friends with someone who will call me every half an hour to ask kalau da mkn ke belum, da mkn ubat ke belum, ok ke tak, blablabla.. and giving belasan missed calls within few minutes? That was only few days of making frens. RIMAS. After 1 or 2 weeks of not "layan-ing" him, I told him off coz he finally got it that he's super irritating.
Back to the topic.
The New Year.
1) Studying/Learning, understanding, knowing more about life and religion. *expected to be MIA.*
2) Get that Bridal Make Up Cert..I've worked my ass off n killing my appetite to save up.
3) Save more money like I used to. For wat *wink wink wink*
4) Keep my hair long. *Blink at RL*
5) Keep myself healthy and get back in shape. (Might contradict with the appetite. ARGH.)
6) Spend more time with my oven, kitchen stove and recipe book to do more experiments.
7) Get my hands to learn sewing clothes..!
8) To have fun. Hahaha. And protect myself from trouble.
9) Of course, to see everyone in a good health and wonderful life ahead.
10) Last but not least, After my job contract ended on 30th April 2009, I want to be a TAI TAI. WAKAKAKAKAKA.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
7:21 AM :D
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Its a bit rainy today..
Well, my off day...
hehehehe.
I hope this whether don't spoil the plan to meet the bitch tonite...BITCH U GONNA LELONG UR BIKINI DOWN THERE RITEEE. HAHAHA.
Meeting RL soon after cooking..ahakz.
since its rainy...... why not get him to assist me to bake bread eyyy?? confirm laku anak bujang buat roti...LOL.
lagi2 his bike is in workshop..wanted to rent car but too last minute...
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
6:54 AM :D
Monday, December 22, 2008
Countdown to wat?
PAYDAY...!!!!! Few days time......
Heeheee. Tu Lah, siapa suruh ada bacteria kucing dalam perot....LOL..
Doctor: Do u have cats at home?
Me: No
Doctor: Do u play with cats?
Me: No. I'm SHY with cats.
Doctor: Oh, the bacteria found in ur stomach are bacteria found in cats.
*Looks at Noora Gembala Kucing.* 
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
3:24 AM :D
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Happy Belated Bday Tina..!
Moga Moga dipanjangkan umur dan dipanjangkan segalanya...ooopst...depan belakang dah ada 2....hehehehe.
ANyway, yesterday was planned made for 2 days aje. Coz today marks 24th Bday for SHARIL a.k.a RL. Well pakcik, wish u all the best in everything u do, everything yesterday was successful. WOOOHOOO. Terperanjat kan kan kan.
Thx dee and wan for the cake and macnonald.
Unfortunately, my camera went flat, but i managed to snap these.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
1:16 PM :D
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Know what?
I do not have special powers.
Some would blame me for knowing things without people telling. Its never based on assumptions, but its always based on surroundings. Not that I know 100%, but maybe 15% out of it I find out by myself my getting the correct answers be it in front of my eyes, or not.
Now I noe why I don't like to have many close frens. I only have 1. And that is the reason why I seldom or NEVER have arguements, fights or misunderstanding with anybody. Except for jerks along the way.
So for people who at least TRY to find fault with me, I'm all ready for attacks but I'm very sure I'm not afraid of anything. Why would i be afraid. Senses tell me that Bitch attacks are coming along the way, dats for sure. But under certain circumstances, it may not happen.
Coz I'm looking for trouble. HUH. ME LOOKING FOR TROUBLE. SOUNDS FUNNY.
Or THEY are looking for trouble?
How much i realised I'm protected since born.
Alhamdulilah.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
9:03 AM :D
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I dun wanna go anywhere. I tink these red spots will be part of my face already. NOOOOOO.
Tak kan lah nak keluar kena pakai makeup tebal2 macam nak perform tarian seh..ARGH ARGH ARGHHH
JATUH SERI MUKA AKUUUU...
Haizzz doctor.....
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
11:38 AM :D
Monday, December 15, 2008
"Kalau kena dgn mintaknye, tentu lah kasi.."
Hehehehe. Dulu dulu kalau tgk citer ada line mcm ni, no comment..cubalah kalau sekarang tgk citer ni..macam macam orang boleh elaborate. lol.
Finally, I'm back, TAK CUKUP LA 3 Hari 2 Malam. So amny things to do and buy, so little time. With backache and body aches.
My sis say: Tgh banyak duit ni tak tahu plak nak beli ape. Kalau takda duit mcm2 nak beli.
Tapi the truth iis..Toooo many things to look at...mcm nak beli semua bab tu..!
But ya, both my sisters brought a luggage each, which i tink is not helpful, coz, STILL TAK CUKUP BAG. Kakak dorang yg satu ni kononnye takda banyak benda nak beli la, nak relek je...sekali... "Ati, tumpang luggage kau, ah yg ni boleh?"
And the best thing ever..after the thrilling rides, went to the toilet and gez wat?
My face have red spots all over...!!!
ARGHHH, I seriously dunnoe what causes all these.
N now, to go out I have to wear power to cover all these ugly thing. AARRRGGGHHH. I look so bopenggg sehhhhh!
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
6:45 PM :D
Friday, December 12, 2008
Customer is always right?
N-O NO.
Sometimes, we just need to shut them off nicely.
Ok, not talking about wat, BUT its all about students.
Practically, they don't wanna follow the school rules, instead, they want the school to follow their rules, their say, their wants.
I'm not being selfish, but to be fair to other students who paid for the service, they should at least be considerate. Even every page counts, 5cents per page, I don't dare to close eyes coz I don't own this company. But still, they want us to treat them like BIG ****.
"No, we are not students, we are consultants."
Ya, u r taking ur MASTERS here, u r still studying here and wat makes u tink dat u get those previlages(mcm salah spell je.)
R U D E
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
4:39 PM :D
Thursday, December 11, 2008
A: Hi, what is the difference between Save as Draft and Save as Actual?
HELLO TEACHER, which part of DRAFT and ACTUAL u don't understand?
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
5:37 AM :D
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Wat I did to get wat I wanted to achieve..
Sacrificed my time and take up part time job..
Sacrificed my tummy to save money..(now u noe whyyyy I'm losing kg)
Sacrificed my energy to get myself working all day long..
Sacrificed my sleep to wake up early so I wont be late for work..
Sacrificed my heart to learn, concentrate and focus..
But time will tell, whether all these sacrification will lead to what I really want to achieve, or it will be wasted..
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
2:39 PM :D
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Already for two weeks in a row I've been busy working full time from mon to sat and part time on certain weeknights n on two sundays from 9-6. GheGheGheGhe.
Somehow I tink quite worth it, coz I'l still wake up early eventho theres no work...!
So here I am, doing nothing at work but getting paid. Its all about saving money.!
At least, tmrow is Hari Raya Haji, and which means, seeing cousins time!
And I tink. I really think that the group going to KL this sat is now feeling excited..! Adik2 aku da plan nak bawak trolley bag besar. Siao kan dorang. LOL.
Oh well whatever it is, we really deserve a BREAK.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
8:35 PM :D
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Happy Birthday cousin Noni.!
Dat was yesterday.
Babe, dah 21..! So now kalau gi KL can go to clubs, tak mcm last month eh confident tunjuk IC tapi takleh masuk bab lum 21. hurhurhur.
Anyway, Dangdut kapa?
LOL.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
4:41 AM :D
Friday, December 05, 2008
Everyone knows yesterday theres startbuck free drinks.
My sister dragged me along in the evening(a few hours after my scope.)
Of coz people would say these people queueing are kiasus.
BUT.
Can't beat this particular KIASU who demands a customised ice chocolate.
KIASU SAYS: *Loudly* I WANT ICE CHOCOLATE DONT WANT ICE WITH LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF WHIPPED CREAM AND CHOCOLATE SYRUP.
And when his order is ready, the crew shouted "Who ordered Ice chocolate without ice..!"
KIASU Says: MEEEE. ITS MINE ITS MINE. CAN U PLEASE PUT MOOOOREEEE WHIPPED CREAM AND THE CHOCOLATE SYRUP?
Bila dah dapat tu, dia JILAT tu whipped cream mcm makan ice cream sebelum amik straw.!
OMG k.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
5:43 AM :D
Wheeeehoo.
Its only the first week of the month and I am looking forward for end of the month for my pay.!
Its so frustrating..!
Anybody want to see my stomach? hehehe.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
4:22 AM :D
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Its already december, coming to a new fresh year.
I realised that time flies real fast, faster than those schooling days in the past.
Sometimes I do not know what do I want in life.
Initially I would want to take degree in IT (just continuing from when I ended,) but I don't see myself as some IT person in the future.
But I said to myself, what's life without learning?
Now, I really decide to take up courses, which what I can see me doing in the future (Insya'Allah.) Not to waste money, but to boost the skills and learn new things.
Heh Heh Heh.
So what do u tink I want to take?
Kursus Rumahtannga. Macam mentel kan? WAKAKAKA. No lah.
Why not YOU list out what is suitable for me to take.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
8:01 AM :D
Sunday, November 30, 2008
First and foremost,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BOY TUA..! I mean. SHARUL.
Now I'm at part time, practically, technically, exactly doing nothing. Heh. I mean, apart from typing for this entry. Purpose to be here is to cover another person. But seriously, no disturbance at all.
in the morning just now at 9am, in this office, i'm happily having my breakfast. Which is Rice with lemak ikan and sambal sotong. I'm so turned on with having rice/bread/PIZZA(bekal from home) for breakfast and nothing but sleeping for lunch. Ghhhheeeeez. Bole terima and ada selera la pulak pagi2. Sometimes even happily eating nasi lemak in the office at 7am. LOL.
Finally 7am shift is over, so it will be 8-5. Bollywood starts on 11th december. very sad coz no belly dancing for the month!
BTW, met cousin Noni on friday for lepak and catch up session. Which means >>updates in our family and life. Life have been much terrible. For her. For me. For people around us. I know so much she cant take it anymore and wanting to disapper anytime man! Oh well, at least from the way she talked and describe dengan sepenuh hati dan perasaan. Gosh. Was that shocked to hear how much she spent dat day. Hahaha.
I tink we must have a cousin gathering. Yg Nana, bz nak kawin agaknye. Hmmmmm..
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
9:57 AM :D
Friday, November 28, 2008
See.! Instead of taking the pic with the bride, she's the one who snapped our pic. AND. most importantly, when comes to taking candid pics, y semua tu mentel gila nak mampos ni? Or shall i say MIANG? Hehehehe.
I am missing some people. 
Yesterday went to my life partner's house for no reason. Mama notices me physically. And she said, Hari Raya tak datang, Nenek woodlands pun carik..
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
6:58 AM :D
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Look at others, look at yourself.
Reflect what you have in you, reflect what others have leave an impact on you.
Hello?
Try as much as possible to help the troubled, especially your close ones. Get the inner most generous in you to get a solution to make sure things are moving on smoothly. Its by nature, NOT TO IMPRESS.
Impressing doesnt help in anyway. Its more to like "angkat bodek biar orang semua suka."
Its sad la to see when a person need help, but nobody is there to help..I mean not nobody..but sometimes people chose to IGNORE. Maybe troubled? Oh well, I'm not in any position to say.
Bapak aku cakap, sejauh mana mampu tolong orang, tolong aje..BUT nobody can help you but yourself. (Which means to analyse that, kau mintak tolong, semua orang buat bodoh.)
Sedih kan?
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
11:34 AM :D
Monday, November 24, 2008
Ohhhh...
Aku tergoda...aku tergoda keranamuuu..
Siapa kata dia tak tergoda tgk pic ni, bedek ah!
LAAAAAA. Bukan niii
Yang niii Laaa..
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
3:16 AM :D
Friday, November 21, 2008
Past few days/weeks was damn havoc in office!
Everyone was shouting to themselves, cursing here and there, scolding everywhere.
We really can't wait for all these to be over, coz i can see everyone's head is going bald, everyone's hair is turning white/silver/grey(exeggerating hehehe.) Oh well, lucky thing that our office have no windows at all, if not I tink we can just bang the window anytime. HarHarHar. and we have 4 doors including the main door to access before reaching our office, mcm "barang baik" la plak pat dalam dalam. hehehe.
We wished so much that all these people will meet the datelines correctly and know what to do and not doing things at the very last minute, and not creating chaos all over with us.
Sometimes, I wonder they get paid very very high, but we are the ones doing their things. SO, can I take over their posts? $$$$$$$$$$$$
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
2:19 PM :D
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Conversation on the phone, from Msia
Kakak: Helo siapa tu
Abang&Adik: Helo Kak Liyaaaa. Ni ATEK.(adik). Abang tu situ.
Kakak: Abang Adik tengah buat apa?
Abang&Adik: Tengah BUMP Bashikai ahh..(tengah pump basikal)
Kakak: Abang Adik bila balik Singapore?
Abang&Adik: Hayi LABU
Kakak: Abih balik Singapore nak buat apa?
Abang&Adik: Nak gi SHIMMING, pat ibu work...! (nak gi swimming, tempat kerja ibu.)
CANT WAIT. 
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
1:05 PM :D
Friday, November 14, 2008
My colleague was browsing through a website..and she read out something funny about the website..
Click on the link below to read lorrr!
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
2:32 PM :D
Saturday, November 08, 2008
How do we know if apology is being accepted or not.? When theres no reply at all...
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
6:35 PM :D
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
My last saturday was a blast!
First and foremost,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Yi Xuan. U've
turned 21 today!.
Ya, anyway.
1st nov had Yi Xuan's birthday gathering. And the 4 of us gathered.
At Changi Safra, some ulu ulu place. BUT yet, the chalet is really nice eh!
Seriously, i am very very happy gilerrrrr(HAPPY GILER MCM NAK PANJAT POKOK DOK..) bila dapat jumpa my sec sch clan...
Haiz~
I miss those days man!
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
2:49 AM :D
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Siapa rindu sayaaaaaa?!?!
Hehehe.
10th and 11th November are my 2 baby ganyots a.k.a sisters birthdays!
I really dun now what to get for them.
Pratically, they got everything they wanted. So I got nothing to buy for them.*GRINS*
From PS3 to Guess Watches to new handphones to ipods to tops and bottoms and jackets and shoes and bags and wat else bebeh?
Oh my dad's bday is on 17th Nov.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
3:53 PM :D
Saturday, November 01, 2008
That's what I've been telling myself.
Read HER blog and somehow SHE mentioned it was too rushing BUT still makes "Goodbye seems to be the hardest word."
Eventhough Goodbye is just a word, easy to understand but it is one of the most difficult "thing" to do. Its november now, and i clearly remember "Tragedy November" that i went through last year.
Was so difficult. Was so hurting. One of my worst experience that I will never forget. I'm not thinking about it, but sure it wont go away. Right MAHATHIR BIN JOHAN? 
Oh so whats with the title now?
Dun Wait
BUT I need time.
Its hard to choose. 1, 2 or 3.
Either way, GOODBYE is still a need.
It aint easy.
SHA-KE-LA-KE-LA-KE-BAYBEE
4:26 AM :D